Dear Family and Friends,

It has been awhile since I have written a journal so I thought it was time to try and write a new won. However unlike my last where I imparted wisdom, this one is basically going to be how things are going to up to this point. As much as I would love to say things have been getting better the fact is they aren't and it is severely affecting my health.

Most people know that my life has been extremely difficult to various diseases, disorders and in short got all the worst traits in the gene pool. The only other person who come close to having as bad as health as me is my Aunt whom I don't know is going to last much longer, then my mom. No one else really has is as bad that is living, their mom, my grandmother who I loved to death died in 1991 because of her health problems. Still no one can figure why I have the worst and to be honest I tell them not to even try to figure it out. It wouldn't be worth it in the end because you can't change how you were made. BUT, you can control how you live and despite all the difficulties I try hard to live the best I can because it doesn't pay to sit around complaining about it all the time. Been there, done that, it didn't change or make me feel better. So for years I have been doing what I can to live with what I have.

Unfortunately things seem to have accelerated in the degradation process. Normally this takes years and nothing can be done to change it. Basically it is called aging and as you get older your bold is less likely to heal as easily, your bones and joints degrade, so on and so forth. This don't normally happen until your much other though. Sadly genetics play a huge part in these and like I said I have the worst.

I could give you a lot of examples but that would take too much time. For now the biggest problem is no matter how much I have taken care of my teeth over the years and the work they have put into them they are degrading too fast to the point when I eat, drink or brush pieces chip off to say the least. But because they are getting infected at such a fast rate they need to come out because having bad teeth for a prolong period of time can poison your body and it is easy for bacteria to go through the damaged teeth and blood vessels and find their way to the heart basically via a direct line which can cause your heart to get damaged or stop. This is why they tell you to take care of your teeth.

Honestly I have know that eventually they would need to come out, my dad's mom had to have hers taken out at a young age because they were poisoning her body, same thing with my mom. Again like I said genetics play a huge part and remember that at 18-19 I had to have back surgery from degradation in my back and now it is that of a 90 year old, no joke. So right now I am waiting on the procedures to have all this done but the red tape it taking longer then expected so we will have to see how things turn out. I will keep you all posted, until then take care.